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Eternity and Burnt Toast

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How can I ignore each soul

That holds inherent eternity

Potential of the highest call

Or despair of deepest grief

A cosmic reality that stretches

As deepest calling unto deep



And yet I complain

About my burnt toast

And my sore throat

And my ink that runs dry



Like paper-thin gauze that covers

Stuck taut across my cheeks

Pin hole light, dampened breath

And limited oxygen supplies

Gasping for air-not-of-this-world

Tired recognition of compromise



And I find no words

And my throat hurts

And I'm late for work

And the pen has run dry



Lord, please be my centre

And may Your kingdom come

Let this reality's duality

Unveil before my eyes,

To confront my gaze - my heart

And to sear again my mind



And You give the words

And You shine Your light

Although my throat is hurting

And the toast is burnt
This was a poem finally written out of a touch of writer's block..

..but more significantly out of the struggle I am having with making something consistent out of life. I feel both frustration and longing all at once it seems. I find it a challenge to reconcile the meta-truth we are playing out in this microscopic view of a much larger epic story of God and life and eternity.. and to see how this epic, this eternity must then effect the way we relate to one another, how then we are to love in a practical sense.. For me, this is a struggle to more consistently grasp the significance of this life amongst the mundane, boring and self-centred day-to-day-ness.

This poem was also inspired by this quote, and a discussion I have been having with a myspace friend who does not share my faith:

"You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations — these are mortal, and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub, and exploit — immortal horrors or everlasting splendors." CS Lewis
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absolutley stunning